Joined: Sat Mar 03 2007, 05:15pm
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Oh, now i see i was mentioned, i feel special.
i wouldn't say i am 'over' the blood fetish, it's just mellow now.
it hasn't been that long since i last cut myself, just now, no one knows about it.
'cept for you guys, just now.
but i really think Andy would freak out if i cut myself during sex.
anyway, do you guys have any suggestions about oral sex? like, how would i get him to do it the way i like it? we have talked about it several times, but he never does it the way i like it.
i ask him how he wants me to give him head, and i do it that way so i know he is pleased.
on more than a few occasions, i have wanted to just stop having sex. this is discouraging.
any ideas?
i guess i could always just masturbate. but my relationship would not be any fun then.
Polly wants a cracker I think I should get off her first I think she wants some water To put out the blow torch
Isn't me Have a seed Let me clip Dirty wings Let me take a ride Cut yourself Want some my help Please myself Got some rope Have been told I promise you Have been true Let me take a ride Cut yourself Want some my help Please myself
Polly wants a cracker Maybe she would like some food Ask me to untie her A chase would be nice for a few
Isn't me Have a seed Let me clip Dirty wings Let me take a ride Cut yourself Want some my help Please myself Got some rope Have been told I promise you Have been true Let me take a ride Cut yourself Want some my help Please myself
Polly said
Polly says her back hurts She's just as bored as me She caught me off my guard It amazes me, the will of instinct
Isn't me Have a seed Let me clip Dirty wings Let me take a ride Cut yourself Want some my help Please myself I've got some rope Have been told I promise you Have been true Let me take a ride Cut yourself Want some my help Please myself
Joined: Sat Mar 03 2007, 05:15pm
Location: creeping up behind you
Posts: 949
well, how do i make it understandable to him then? we have talked about this oral sex thing several times, and i don't beat around the bush, (lol) i just tell him what i want, and i get right to the point with it.
is there another way that you know of?
i don't want this to get weird, like, i won't withhold oral sex for him until he does what i want or anything.
i guess i just don't understand this.
he tells me exactly how he wants me to give him head and i do it.
God knows I LOVE to suck dick. .....but it's like breathing out forever if not returned.
you gotta give to get... ...and if you don't get you resent the fuck out of it, and that pisses you off because you don't wanna do what you love anymore.
Joined: Sat Mar 03 2007, 05:15pm
Location: creeping up behind you
Posts: 949
EXACTLY!!!!!
there was an 8 month span of time in our relationship where he didn't give me any oral sex... none....
that's when i started getting resentful, so i said something about it.
it still kind of bothers me because i have to ask for it....
he has Never had to ask for it and now he expects it.
this man is spoiled, seriously, he doesn't have to do any housework, ever, i do it all, and i do all the cooking, and he gets a blow job Every time we have sex.
i get resentful because i would like something in return.
OK and if he doesn't value your time, your energy and every word that comes out of your mouth then you are wasting your time. Do you feel like you are wasting your time?
Effort without result = masturbation. And not the good kind.
Edited Sat Jul 18 2009, 03:12pm
Welcome to the world the rest of us live in. Let me give you an example:
I haven't worked full-time in exactly one year. I've done some jobs, kept my home, collected a few toys in trade for work, but I'm basically treading water.
So I spend a few minutes each day on Craigslist. I check the Free category, the Barter category and the Boats category (have I mentioned I like sailing?). So a few weeks ago I decided that I'd like to have another small racing sailboat up here on the Chesapeake Bay since the one I have is on the Lower Potomac about 2 hours away. So I watched and watched and finally a little boat popped up in the free listings. It's actually the same 15' boat they race in the Olympics, the one my current sailboat was designed to train for.
So I needed a trailer to go get it. I gathered up a bunch of tools I had duplicates of, some that needed service, some I didn't need or want anymore and some leftover materials and posted them on Craigslist for trade for a small boat trailer. Got offers of cel phones and video games and computers, stuff I have no use for. Then the next day a small trailer pops up in the Free listings. So I got it. When I got back from picking it up I thought I'd write the guy a note to thank him. And what was in my inbox?
Two emails, one from a guy who wanted to trade a 22' cabin sailboat for my tools and junk, and another from a guy who has a defunct marine salvage business, and he has 4 sailboats and 6 trailers and a warehouse full of sailing hardware and he sail I could just come take all of it, no charge.
So fuck going back to work, I'm going into the business of fixing, refitting and selling sailboats.
And I have no idea, none whatsoever, what I'm doing.
My friend and mentor Steeleye has taught me the difference between life and living. I have no real life and I'm OK with that. But I'm going to start living.
