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you obviously do care, or you wouldn't have been so vindictive First you don't give a fuck, then I got one anyway.
You 'like' him howso? Is he some kind of prophet to you? I'm not impressed with his 'misery' as I don't even know him. He might do movies, have talent and be famous, but with all that he still has misery? Yeah, we need more egomaniacal aloof rich guy quotes around here. A farty windhole.
I should tie your nipples together with ice cold tweezers
........I like him because he's fucking funny to me! *giggles* ever see annie hall?........that shit was so funny dude! .............psudo intellectual,neurotic, dry, new york, humor. that's one of my favorite movies, because of the abstract thought in it.... ...they (woody allen and diane keeton) walk by scenes in their lives, and examine them. s'cool!
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Oh come on, guys becoming entranced and then killed from being run over by a big milk squirting Frankenstein boob...that's hilarious, it's like Pink Floyd's the Wall Freudian nightmare, only funny.
But some of his stuff, I don't care for, just too emo and his voice grates on my nerves and makes me want to stab him.
nah kung,I totaly agree with you dude....I really dont have any friends and im bad around women i realy think i could have a chance with....Fuck,I did apply at an pc gaming lan store today,That'd be a kick ass job in addition to my server job,but the only people who go in there are dumbshit 8 yr olds playing doom and shit......
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"Arcane13" wrote ... I I wonder I wonder why I wonder why it is I wonder why it is love I wonder why it is love is I wonder why it is love is never I wonder why it is love is never easy I wonder why it is love is never I wonder why it is love is I wonder why it is love I wonder why it is I wonder why I wonder I
Love is easy and love is free. It's how it's dealt with that fucks things all up. I'm not dealing very well.
I tried dealing drugs once but I did not like it when people called me when I was in the bathtub.
I also did not like it when they came over unannounced and I was in bed with my lover on a rainy day. They expected me to get up and deal with them. They would not go away. They saw my truck in the yard and went wild.
I am glad my drug dealing career did not last long. I was not good at it. I liked doing the profits too much and it was killing me slowly.
I don't do drugs anymore.
If you were to meet me in person, I doubt you would ever guess I did.
Drugs were great as long as you had some. When you ran out and realized how sucky your life had become, the only way to feel better was to get more drugs. A vicious cycle.
I get high on life now.
Fishing really gets me high. Especially when they are biting.
Being in the woods gets me high too. I love to go to places where very few humans have ever treaded before.
It is really cool to see big cat tracks in the woods and know they are nearby. You will hardly ever see one in the wild. Very elusive.
I once caught an alligator with my bare hands. It was one of the highlights of my life so far. It was in my yard one morning. It was about three foot long. We tied him to a tree and let the kids come over and look at him. We released him after about two days. He was last seen walking up the road towards my neighbor's pond.
In response to Texas and Suze: *sigh* I hate that I loved it. But that's a story for another time.
What I really wanted to say... Is that I really like this thread. I like how open, honest and real it is.
Also.. When it comes to love... I find the only way it ever becomes easy is when you let go and just do it. It's when you're all caught up in wanting someone to like you, or wanting to impress someone, or trying to make a specific impression that things fall apart... when you let go and be yourself without expectations and attachment to outcome that things start feeling easier.
Don't get me wrong.. I can play the social games and make good impressions.. but when it's really love you want to be able to live your life in the presance of this person.. and so you don't want it to be an act. And I think the important part is that they don't want anything more from you than *you.*
If "ifs" and "buts" were candy and nuts, do you think we would have a snack bar?
Does the ocean contain secrets of the universe?
Are there really unidentified submerged objects? Like UFOs only under water?
Is there a thing called Karma?
Is it true that what goes around comes around?
Why do children suffer?
I wish I knew who "they" are. "They" seem to have all the answers. You know, "they" say this and "they" say that. I wish I knew "their" phone number. I have a lot of questions to ask "them".
