---It was a childhood. There were things in it that weren't so great, but there was so much that I was oblivious to.
are you reliogious or spiritual?
---I'm more spiritual than religious
....what do you belive?
---I believe in a God and that He created all thing
Are you right handed or left handed?
---ambidexterious, however, I favour my right hand.
what are your weakness?
---my emotions
What are your strengths?
---my ability to feel and not be ashamed over it.
What are your fears?
---heights, creepy crawlies, and unrequited love.
Whats your favourite food?
---lasagna, blush wine vinegrette, and a new found love of peanut butter
What time do you go to bed?
---whenever I'm tired.
what kinda clothes do you like to wear?
---the kind that are comfortable. I'm always in search for the perfect jeans and perfect bra though. I don't think they exist
are you working?
---I work for the world's largest retailer as a modern gun slinger.
...............or in school?
---I'm hoping to return sometime soon.
what are your dreams for the future?
---I'm wanting to get my phd in psychology, masters in human sexuality and minor in women's studies and counsel women and their spouses that have had sexual abuse or rape.
what's a typical day in your life like?
---wake up, hop online, clean on the house, cook, take care of the guinea pig and cockatiel, work, come home, play World of Warcraft, sleep.
Do you Smoke?
---allergic to smoke.
Do you Sing or play an instument?
---I sing offkey and out of tune most of the time, but I will do it anyways, I wish I knew how to play piano, and I'm hoping to one day learn.
do you like crafts?
---I love crafts. I crochet, sew, cross stitch, needlepoint, weave....
Do you, or have you ever used drugs?
---Nope. I think I'm one of the last people on the planet who's never abused illegal drugs. The only thing I've ever abused was otc speed. It started out as caffeine pills and when they weren't working, I started taking Mahjuan (when it was legal). It became a nasty habit, I'm glad I quit. I damaged my lungs as well as my heart over it. I was a stupid 14 year old.
do you drink?
---I used to on the occasion. I haven't in over a year and I probably won't for a long time. I found out I have an endocrine disorder and insulin plays a big role and I can't drink for the carb content.
have any addictions?
---Sex and human interaction any hobbies? ---all the crafts that I do, belly dancing, bugging Foe....
Do you have any pets?
---my guinea pig, Motley who was 5 in October, and a newly inherited cockatiel from my gramma, Mr. Pissy Pants.
Have you been in love?
---very much so
whats your dream guy like?
---he completes me.
do you have any sexual fetishes?
---Hmmmm....that's such a subjective term. I find myself fairly ordinary in my sexlife, however, I've been told that I'm very kinky, so list something you deem as fetish and I'll tell you if I want to do it, do it, or wouldn't concider it.
ever let a guy shave you?
---never had one ask, I've always been bare down there anyways.
ever have a threesome?
---Yes I have.
do you like porn?
---Yes I do
would you take it up the butt?
---would I or have I? I have and I'd be willing to again, just not right at this moment.
LOL! ....Whats your favorite clothing style?
---comfort, not really a style. If it is comfy and I like it, I'll wear it. I've noticed a trend of loads of black. I actually have to make an effort to buy clothes with colour.
Do you want to get married?
---I guess....I don't know, I never put too much stock into it.
Do you want children?
---I don't know. I cannot have children, so I haven't thought of it. I guess if I wanted to, I'd adopt.
Do you belive in yourself?
---who else would if I don't?
How would you like to die if you could choose?
---I'd like to go silently and without regret or worry and I'd want my loved ones to know just how much I love them.
any piercings or tatoo's?
---I currently have 7 piercings, however I have had as many as 11. And I have 1 tattoo.
Who is/was the biggest influence in your life?
---My Mom, she's shaped who I became.
What makes you happy?
---Seeing people I care about happy. I think I get more giddy than they do. *L*
What makes you sad?
---In general, seeing anyone hurting. What almost killed me was getting my heart broken and realizing that I wasn't the person I thought I was or who I wanted to be. Finding out that you evolved into something unwanted and undesired by yourself, tends to break you.
if you were gonna have a movie of your life made, who would play you? Some unknown who has an expressive face and nice eyes.
.....what's your theme song?
---Depends strictly on the mood. Sometimes it is something by Tori Amos, sometimes by Violent Femmes, and still yet sometimes by Primus.
what super power do you want if you could choose one from any character? ---I'd have the Beast's intellect from X-men
ever hit the ground when falling in dreams? ---Nope I rarely have that type of dream. do you belive in ghosts? ---I used to have one in my old house. .
...ever see one?
---*LOL* yes, but she was harmless, just wandered between two rooms.
what event in your life changed you most?
---almost dying in an apartment fire, losing my love name your 3 favorite:
bands : Tori Amos, Bob Marley, Pink Floyd songs : Depends on the mood. movies : Too many to name. actor/actressess : Mostly unknowns
what would you like to be rememberd for most?
---my smile and heart
is there anything you'd like to add?
---Life is short, don't do something today that you'll be ashamed of tomorrow.
thankies lusive! good interview! ...you're a honey.
Yeah...makes me wonder why. But then I have the same feeling with pineapple. I hated it, to the point I wouldn't eat things if it had it cooked in it or come with it. Then one day, I wanted to try it, bought some fresh cut, and I couldn't get enough of it. I absolutely love it right now.
Oh and Arcane, by my last statement, I don't mean silly small stuff, I'm talking stuff that if it were the end and you knew it, you'd want to do over or correct. Stuff that would truly shame you.
.......Nah suze,Ive pm'd u already about it unfortunatley......
Anyway tracy,your one of the few on these boards who really seem like an awsome person whom i have a great deal of respect for...im downloading a tori amos cd right now cause u siad it actually
Congrats on being t3h sex0rz tracy,And hey,U wanna join my "tsi bitches and whores" club?
and with pineapples,u just gotta get good ones that arnt so acidic tracy....Should try the pineapple strawberry cheesecake my resturant makes,its TO DIE FOR.....Very awsome.....Cause im not a pineapple fan either,it just entirely depends on how its cooked,yah?
oh god DONT fucking let that goddam avatar into this forum or i WILL fucking start cutting throats....They abuse that poor Img SO much at "AM" that its SICK.its in each topic at LEAST 5 to 10 times.
I will lay naked on any surface and you tie me up...and slit my throat...i am willing to take your pain...forgotten...promise *winks*..as long as it is big...
...you're a honey.
