Joined: Wed Jan 12 2005, 12:39pm
Location: Plague of Madness
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What, this was bothering you too?
And I vow that I will NOT be a part of it, or I will try not. *hugs* I thought we were meeting in New Orleans, if it is still there, then you can have it, you know I trust you, it's well, you know you and me and why.
"lovernios" wrote ... If Rach showed up, you would have sex with her, and you know it
Rawr baybe!
"Mosh" wrote ... So are you two gonna fuck now or what? Can Dave watch if you do?
Sure, as long as you and Hayley go first, let's me and Mike and you and Hayley all go mud wrestling together naked, that would be fun. :wink:
Joined: Wed Mar 16 2005, 01:18am
Location: in a Finnish goat hut north of the Arctic circle
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Mr Tony... while I appreciate your taking stock of the situation and putting a big stamp of peace and harmony on it (which is true), your follow up thought is less than savory. Our first 'flame' was a staged affair where we were ornery and rotten to each other on purpose, if you didn't gather that. This 'thread' (bullshit, should not be a thread IMO) is definitely NOT a flame, but rather some unleashed feelings that apparently were pent-up too long. I'm glad you and others were entertained, but, speaking for myself, I'd rather go to the dentist for a series of root canals.
It's my hope that peace and harmony will persist between Sha and I from this point forward.
Sha... he's crushed, and I'm merely obnoxious and impatient. I'm glad he's crushed.
Oh, and Sha... I want to take up one point... It slaps me in the nose every time I read it, and I just read it again, and I'm tired of being slapped in the nose (at least metaphorically).
"Arcane13" wrote ... And I did take your flirting attemps, once I figured out you weren't just fucking around with my head, the way you intended, it was flattering and did draw my interest, though why you want it is beyond me.
Why I want your interest is beyond you... Why I want your interest is beyond you? You don't understand how someone could be attracted to you? Or is this all about me in particular, and my (up to this point) pushy, loud, inane style?
I percieved it as the former, just to let you know, but I do feel the latter is a possibility.
I want to address this.
Besides the personal natterings that rendered us a pile of arguement, I have seen you as a person of enourmous depth, of highest quality and charm, intrinsically artistic, balanced and rational thinking, decidedly sexy as heck, and yes, forthright and honest about your personality and taste in a multitude of ways around this forum. You have opened up troves of yourself, with your artistic visions, Neila, your taste and opinions in just about everything, and your will and desire to be help-oriented when fumble-fucks can't figure out internet crap.
You reflect a shitload of yourself, and it's all very special to alot of people here. Me included.
IRL and internet relationships both come with there own set of built-in problems. Problems that can either grow and become total impairments to what one wants to accomplish along the way, Or one can inject some decent thoughtfulness and be stengthened for a better direction.
You say you show alot more sides of yourself HERE, amongst us, than you would do IRL with a less than nurturing crowd there (generalizing). I can certainly relate to that. My folks know some of what I like and do, but the full bore look-in on my life is just not happening because their idea of 'how I should be' is totally not evident. In many respects, this is a shame, because someone who is supposed to truly love someone for who they are just plain do not.
People are selfish and short-sighted. People do not want you/me to be happy if they are not. It's just the way of things, and it's pathetic. It is wreaking havoc on how you see yourself and your self worth takes a hit each time your thought process brings you down this path. (I am just guessing a bit there, but it's what happens to me, the negatives get reinforced)
Again, internet limits notwithstanding.
You are worth a man chucking all he has and committing himself to your happiness and complete fruition as a person and as a woman. You are worth all that there is in this world, and then some. You are completely and utterly loveable, from afar or close-up, do not think otherwise. You are the victim of someone else's bout with selfishness, and we all know they suffered the greatest short-term and long-term loss. You are a foxy Texas badass hottie, and should be on the highest pedestal possible
We see a shitload to love tons, and you are that which we see
Joined: Wed Jan 12 2005, 12:39pm
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*hugs* That is extremely sweet of you, I just also know I can be hard to live with because I need alone time, not everyone understands that w/o taking it personal and there is a lot of stuff wrong with me, you saw, I am too touchy sometimes for instance and I do pin feelings up until they have no choice but to break the dam so to speak, but yeah, one day when I find someone who will love me, I hope to share all of me with that person, not just the what they want to see I give my family and many of my friends, that is what love is supposed to be like right? Accepted for everything, faults too.
You are very special as well, you know this. Open and fun, usually *wink*, and a very good listener, as well as a very deep thinker, all nice to get to know and explore.
773bd31a58="Mosh" wrote ... So are you two gonna fuck now or what? Can Dave watch if you do?
Sure, as long as you and Hayley go first, let's me and Mike and you and Hayley all go mud wrestling together naked, that would be fun. :wink:
Well, I'd be down for it, but I dont think my partner would approve of me participating in such activity. I cant speak for Hayley, but I'm sure her partner wouldnt approve either.
