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Not to get anywhere into this, other than, yes, I've met her ... ... here's my (simple) take on Suze, as I met her just 2 months ago
Dude, honestly, she's just as "spacey" in real life as she seems to be online ... It's tough to talk to her sometimes when she gets on a roll; her speaking style IS just like her typing style, it's just as scattered ...
He brain is not always her best friend, or so I've noticed ...
Spoken like a true quitter. Argue for your limitations and they shall be yours.
I can understand why you are so happy to stay where you are. Let's see, your parents provide you (a 40+ WOMAN) with everything that you won't provide for yourself, and you get to live in your own little world called DENIAL. Haven’t you done enough to your poor mother? That show’s what a selfish, self-centered, the world revolves around my fat skanky ass, kind of loser you are.
I love how you always refer to that daily dose or two of speed you take as your "meds". LMAO!!!!
I was on "meds" too, but I figured out that speed is speed... Your such a pathetic loser.
Oh and please, you don't have a fucking clue as to what my "spirit" is or is not. That's the kind of psycho babble bullshit that just seems to flow out of that eternal stream you call your mouth.
So look, READ and UNDERSTAND what I have said, and then tell me what I am making up.
The sooner you start acting like an adult, and not a victim/addict/special fucking needs retarded fat cunt, the sooner we all can stop hearing about how miserable, pathetic, and depressed you feel.
I knew this was a fucking trap!!!! Glad now that I didn’t believe your lying skanky ass that this place was anonymous. You lying fat fucking retarded cunt!!!! Your true colors come shining through. What’s next, are you going to start pulling out old PM’s?
I just wanted you all to know and for the Public Record for the City of Flagler Beach, that yes, Suze is in fact a lying, dis-honorable, manipulative, scaming, carpet bagger, snake oil selling, retarded fat cunt.
I am, or I delete it, and I do apologize, I did'nt think anyone read it. ...I edit 100 times a second. I'm impulsive and proof read after, not before
and, yes, I edit, because..... I can edit. ...I am registered, and membership has benifits.
I change my mind 20 times a minute, ....that's why I'm good to ask for ideas...I got alot.....too many in fact.
“I don’t call people names”
....not until I'm backed in a corner, out numbered, and called everything you cqan think of to hurt me.... ......then, what else can I do? when in rome.
dried up old cunt, was actually a quote a code ....instead of saying your name. to be considerate....lol!
...........it was not nice....but, ya'll were beating on me for the last 6 pages before my head popped.
You lying sack of shit.
I'm rubber your glue, what to say bounces off me and sticks to you.
YOU EDIT 99% of your post’s.
absolutely...99.9%
In fact you edited out the “you dried up fucking cunt” post you made earlier.
I had something more productive to say. ......and it was tacky.
What’s the matter suze, weren’t proud of what you said ?
it's not original. ....but, no, I was'nt proud to quote it,
I was hurt last night. ...and felt I wanted to try and make this "discussion" more educational than a shit storm of name calling.
Didn’t think anyone saw it?
no... ....I did'nt.
You phony, lying, spun, HIPPO CRIT.
*looks around for the phony liar*
You make me sick.
really?
whatever you think you hate about me, is true about you. ......you should work on that.
I'll try not to see the beautiful spirit behind the bad behaivior... ........also true in this case, about me.
I never lied.
I made a mistake.
I thought about it, and I was ashamed.
....and decided to try and solve a problem instead of pull out alot of unrelated bullshit and add to it. .......I hope you can survive it.
........ALSO, I AM recovered as I can be FOR NOW. I'm not dead yet. ......recovery is on going. I quit smoking pot in august. ....I started meditating,
I'm reading up on what i can do besides adderrall for my ADHD,,,,I hate it. ......but, I am fucked upoenough to be on disability w/o em.
Ive been clean 2.5 yrs from meth, 7 months from pot.... .....and one day I will be free from all the chains that bind me
I've come a long way. ...I don't give a fuck if it's not good enough for you.
I'm doing the best I can. ...at the fastest pace my personal settings can adjust to.
I'm not doing it for you. ...I'm doing it for me....and I am the biggest critic of me here.
your opinion of me is back ground noise,
..........kinda like how madonna, or eminem cares what you think about what they do...
....I got my own internal compass....and I'm heading the right direction.....but, it's a long way to my destination.
sorry if your preconcevieved, one size fits all, limitations you set for MY recovery is a castle made of sand.
Look at all these BOLD statements you made to try and get me OUT of recovery...... .....You don't know me, never spoke to me yet, you are surprized I'm NOT what you want me to be?
Suze is an addict in ACTIVE ADDICTION! She doesn't speak martian, she speaks tweakanese! Wonder why she's so scatter brained, cant seem to understand or read the simplist posts, always seeking attention, deluded, phony, passive agressive, up all night posting/always online....because she is high! Phony fake ass junkie, and she wants it that way. You really should leave the recovery boards Suze for the people that are in recovery
You lying fat fucking retarded cunt!!!! Your true colors come shining through. What’s next,
are you going to start pulling out old PM’s?
no.
I can understand why you are so happy to stay where you are. Let's see, your parents provide you (a 40+ WOMAN) with everything that you won't provide for yourself
I don't live with my parents. .....but i provide them with anything i can help them with as well.
you're family does'nt help you when you are in need of help?
....wow.
, and you get to live in your own little world called DENIAL.
is that what this world is?
Haven’t you done enough to your poor mother?
yes. ....I have hurt my mother beyond words.
I look at her and cry somnetimes. ....she holds my meds.....I try to keep her secure in that ....I love her and would do what she thinks I should do.
you really wanna dig the knife in deep don'tcha?
.......damn.
That show’s what a selfish, self-centered, the world revolves around my fat skanky ass, kind of loser you are.
what does? ......again, you are thinking of yourself.
the world revolves in a distant blur, I can bearly keep up with for me.
I love how you always refer to that daily dose or two of speed you take as your "meds". LMAO!!!!
that's what my shrink, my mom and my adhd board call em. .....I call it my dope sometimes.
I was on "meds" too, but I figured out that speed is speed...
well... ..I could go into the difference of chemical molecules....but good god. erowid does a better job if your intrested. there is a difference.
Your such a pathetic loser.
Do you think there is hope for me to be perfect like you? .....prolly not. do you think I should even TRY to be better?
what do you suggest? a shot gun and a paper bag? ...a tuter?
Oh and please, you don't have a fucking clue as to what my "spirit" is or is not.
you must be right. ....you know all about me.
That's the kind of psycho babble bullshit that just seems to flow out of that eternal stream you call your mouth.
Yes, I know that.
So look, READ and UNDERSTAND what I have said, and then tell me what I am making up.
The sooner you start acting like an adult, and not a victim/addict/special fucking needs retarded fat cunt, the sooner we all can stop hearing about how miserable, pathetic, and depressed you feel.
you just called me an fat, pathetic, retarded cunt ......and I'm bummed out!
if I could do math, I would count all the contridictions. ......but, I can't count that high.
the double standards are even too many too seperate. ....and the way you constantly change positions... ...feels like you're doing a tantra pig fuck on me.
Suze’s Probation Off Sat Mar 08 2008, I just wanted you all to know and for the Public Record for the City of Flagler Beach, that yes, Suze is in fact a lying, dis-honorable, manipulative, scaming, carpet bagger, snake oil selling, retarded fat cunt.
........like I said, you are the liar.
GOD DAMN
the lies you tell are so outrageous, I get images and visions from them, and wanna add more!
.....lemmie do one!!
I just wanted you all to know and for the Public Record for the City of Flagler Beach, that yes, Suze is in fact a lying, dis-honorable, crack whore, with aids, herpes, genital warts, green yeast, and oozes snot, who loves anal sex, and sliding living snakes up peoples asses....manipulating the reptiles, selling the anal juices as snake oil, scaming, carpet bagger, (if it's salvageable) dumpster diver, born with a malformed, retarded fat cunt that is inoperable and unable to acheive orgasm... .....and dead ends aburptly, and a cudesak of bacteria and maggotts conspire to take over road kill.
new evidence suggests, her mandible morphs and streches her face into a cone, appearing strangely like the "goons" in popeye cartoons from "goon island" ....or the snuffalupagus drinking pink metalica.the cone, like a humming bird ...sucks peoples tear ducts, for what we fear is their intelligence. the backward ass redneck, wretched meth addict spun out of her mind, cut her butt hole out with a small ice cream scoop, and connected it to her throat, and talks thru it to distract you.
advisery:
BRING DUCT TAPE!
....that's how ridiculaous you are.
like the french guy in monty python for fucks sake
... here's my (simple) take on Suze, as I met her just 2 months ago Dude, honestly, she's just as "spacey" in real life as she seems to be online ... It's tough to talk to her sometimes when she gets on a roll; her speaking style IS just like her typing style, it's just as scattered ... He brain is not always her best friend, or so I've noticed ...
..........I appreciate that Thrash
ROFLMFAO!
.....................dude, .can't this wait?!
We're covering my all my physical flaws.and substandardness as a recovering addict
its taking too long for my complete recovery!
,,,,,everyone else is finished!
I'm a fat active meth addict!
I am stupid!
..........I must think 60.00 for a teener pure cane sugar is a good deal on speed,