ha, maybe ill get a drop of sympathy here. i wake up yesterday morning with the worst pain i ever have been in, it fucking hURTS. lower left side and lower part of my tummy and this humongous urge to barf but nothings there.
so i wait a few hrs, i feel worse.
long story short, i go to ER, i have a kidney stone. if anyone here has ever had this, you know it painfu;l.honestly, it hurt more than labor, childbirth and my 1990's car accident.
all over a lil tiny nasty stone, they found out via cat scan and the stone is not large enough to do surgery so i gotta wait for the fucker to pass. hopefully soon. im scared as fuck. i heard it hurts when passing. i need this to be over soon because im in the middle of searching for a new job. and im not paranoid when i say it hurts more than childbirth. apparently many other women have said the same thing, the dr tells me.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
but they did give me Morphine and an anti-nausea med thru thru the IV. Morphine is an awesome drug. wish i could keep that handy
