As promised,ive been concentrating on Life and in alot of ways things seem to be looking up,And its only going to get better for me....Ive realized that in jobs,Life and EVERYTHING,Things dont just come to you.You have to work for them and Ask and just fucking try and thats sorta what ive been doing..........
Im still seeing heather and she's just as great as always,We went to the movies with a bunch of her friends and im planning on asking her out to the county fair soon which if goes as planned,will be our first Real date....
Things at longhi's are fine,Eveyrones nice and it seems to be a good job
Ive updated some of the graphics and such on my website to more of my liking but of course with me,Nothing is EVER done yet.....see if you spot the changes at [Click, Dick]
At my Other job(not longhis)Im going to start training to work in the kitchen most likely and Will continue bussing,And when buisness picks up again i want to push to get into bar backing as well.....Im rather excited about the expierence
I'll be getting my braces off (hopefully) soon.....I'll be getting a fairly major oral surgery as soon as my insurances comes through and shortly afterwards get my braces off,Its something ive put off for almost YEARS now and it going to face it.
I need to get off my ass and get my drivers licence,be more indipendent and confident if i drive....Instead of riding a fucking bike....
And sometimes when i think about all these things it kinda depresses me,I feel so lost but i have to try,Even if i dont fully succed,because i eventually will....that i KNOW.......And heather is so great,Im sorta akward around her but shes so sweet and i just love her smile.....I told some guys at work that i went to the movies with her and they just went OFF dude!She's really cute and its obvious that all the other guys in the resturant think so...But then i denied going out with her cause i didnt want the guys like saying shit to her and fucking things up possibly with "us",Cause there these kinda loud mouth guys and shit...But it made me pretty happy that everyone thought she was so hot,I keep expecting to get rejected by her and i honestly still cant believe that she even gave me her number,Or went to the movies with me,Or is still so sweet or that when i mentioned calling her to do something that she said yeah......I just cant believe it.....but we'll see.....
Ive been getting some great warez lately and its KILLING me not positn it!Im talking Dreamweaver 8,A 400.00 brand new program,20 southpark episodes on a SUPER fast server...NICE STUFF....
But i'll check back in after a few more weeks and let you know how things have progressed....I'll be turning 19 as on the 28th of the month and Im honestly NOT looking forward to it.....When i was thinking about it this thought popped into my mind:
Every birthday is a celebration of what ive failed to accomplish,And a reminder of how my time is running out.
well i really gotta go now guys,I work in the morning and i gotta shave,Shower and Eat my burger.......I love you guys and always REALLY apprecaite your shows of support,Even if they are just "shows" of support....It means something to me to come online and kinda just let out my feelings,Cause i honestly feel like i cant to many other people,Okay,Really nobody else......
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that is a neat pic!
wrote ... but I have so much work to do now... and its ONLY the first week.. I wont be on here loads but I will come on as much as I can. I would never forget this place.
