So.....As much as i like my job and its like one of my 2nd to only jobs that ive EVER had where i dont feel like a looser being there.....Its still not what i want to do...and as bad as this sounds,I really dislike serving....Im over it just a little while after i started.....I hate dealing with people,good or bad,I just.......have to be someone im not and theres NOTHING that i hate more....And we ALL have to be a certain someone for each place were in so we fit in to a certain degree,However,Having to wear some degrading uniform or having to be all fucking polite when you really want to bash the old lady in the face with a wine glass....I hate it..........
you know what i LIKE though? Being Alone,On my Computer working on my site and forums and all that jazz.....Well,My mom when talking to the water heater installation guy Was talking about me as she often does and the guy runs some pc web e-commerce site on the side,And well.....He just called me and i have a job interview of sorts tomorrow at monday 5:00pm with the guy at MY HOUSE!
Like,The job goes OUT of your house and i dont know much about it or even if it would work for me BUT,What if it does? What if this is MY opportunity to break into a job where i DONT have to deal with people? Where i can SIT on my ass on my pc and listen to music and Have a job RIGHT FUCING HERE!?!??!?!
how incredible would that be? So im hopeful,I have no idea WHAT id be doing or when or exactly Why or money or whatever,but whatever the fuck could lead me into what i Really WANT to be doing,well,i'll jump at it and im confident wahtever it is that i can probally manage!
I mean,Im very confident in computer hardware,begginer to intermediate Web coding,Phpbb Administration and graphic design,All other aspects of graphic design.Web management......
