I'm feeling pretty good... A little bit bored. And I need my morning coffee.
whats your first name?
Matthew. But call me Matt.
age?22 years.
astrological sign?
Cancer. You know... The loving caring, moody bitches. Ya that's me.
birth place?Elmhurst, IL (suburbs of chicago) .........do you still live there? No. I live in Las Vegas.
do you like rain storms? Not inparticularly. I'm always worrying about the unstable power in these apartments. Don't wana fry my power supply.
lefty? or right handed? Right handed. do you have an innie or outie belly button? In. Wana see a picture? ...........yeah, sure!
when you get ready to leave do you: a) put on both socks and then shoes, or b) a sock then a shoe on one foot and repeat for the other? Both socks, Then one boot. and after find the other.. The other boot. do you have any brothers or sisters? I have two sisters. ....................are you older or younger than they if yes? I'm younger than them by 1 year, they are twins. .
...are your parents still married?My parents got divorced when I was 5 years old.
was your childhood tramatic like mine was? Not really. My childhood was very peacefull. My teenage years were traumatic but caused by my own actions. I was a meth addict at the age of 13.
are you a marrying sort of man? Definately. what kinda girl do you want?A good person. One who cares for her children. One who loves me unconditionaly. One like Angela.
how would she dress? She dresses like any mother of three. Whatever is comfortable and not too expensive. Kids tend to wreck nice clothes. Their own and yours.
any pets? She has a few dogs. Me.. No I dont have any pets.
Do you have a religion or spiritual beliefs you care to share with us? You could call me agnostic. I belive in a higher power but I don't know what that higher power is. And I don't see how anyone could possibly know what that higher power is.
what is your career goal? I'm not 100% sure. I've had a strong interest in software development since my 5th grade teacher taught me to program in basic. .........Where do you see yourself in 5 years? In colege, in Alabama, Married with 4 children.
what are you drivin by?My desire for knowledge. I strive to learn everything I can about computers. ....money or love? Love.
where did you learn so much about computer things?Well... I first got interested in computers from my father. He was a computer geek and so was my uncle. I've been around computers since I was a baby. My passion for computers was strengthened by my 5th grade teacher who was also a computer geek, and took a special interest in me. I've been teaching myself about computers for over 15 years.
whats your top 3 favorite bands?Rancid Social Distortion Metallica
3 favorite songs?Fade to black - MetallicaAngels Wings - Social Distortion And well.. actually the whole White Light, White Heat, White Trash album from Social Distortion. But if I can't pick that, and I have to pick just three...Then, #3 would be Orion - Metallica.
3 favorite movies? I really don't watch a lot of movies anymore, but some old movies I love... Natural Born Killers .. I really don't watch movies. Ask me later.
3 favorite celebrities? I don't follow popular society. I don't rank celebrities. I think that they all get too much atention as it is.
fav tv shows? All I ever watch is The History Channel, Comedy Central (Only if it's standup), The Learning Channel, and Discovery(As long as it's not about animals) So I really don't have any favorite shows. I personaly think all the sitcoms and the drama shows that are on lately are really fucking pathetic. And god help the reality shows.
any hobbies? I like building circuits. I used to do case modding when I was tweaking. I LOVE coding. The latest language i've been working with is PHP but I know a bit of c++, C#, vb (vb4), and I used to know some basic. I take on development projects any time they are offered. Fuck.. I get off on programming.
Do you have any heros?Yes. Me.
if you could have one super power what would you choose? (like flying, mind reading or power of suggestion) My super power would be the power to stay awake. ha ha ha! I can relate!
.....have you ever dreamed you killed someone? Yes. Quite a few times. I used to have very gruesome dreams every night where either I was killing someone or I was being killed. when you are dreaming of falling, .....do you ever hit the ground and/or die in your dreams? Yes. very intresting....there's not many who do, we thought we'd die if we hit the ground. .................do you fly in dreams?I fly in reality.
who would play you in a movie?Myself.
whats your theme song? Through these eyes - Social Distortion
If you could be someone else for a day.....who would it be? Angela, I'd like to learn more about her.
favorite food? Lasagna.. OMFG.. Lasagna rocks.
why did you feel the need to quit using speed? I felt that I was destroying a valuable mind. I was hearing voices in my head that I could not stop. I was scared out of my mind. I thought I was schizophrenic, When I was sitting in my room I would have conversations with myself that went something like this. "There's someone outside you window with a gun." "No there isn't" "He's going to shoot you" "There is no one outside you window with a gun" "OMFG he doesn't belive me." "Dude you're insane." "HAHA he's talking to himself" "SHUT UP!" "Get out of my fucking head" "LOL he's telling himself to get out of his head" "He's going to shoot you." "Haha he still think's there's someone outside his window with a gun" ... this would go on for hours on end. The voices were all in my head. And they would not shut up. A glimpse of insanity scared me so bad that I had a mental and emotional breakdown. I found KCI and I have been clean ever since that day..
...do you still party? like with natural herbs or alcohaulmaybe? No. Yes, I do still smoke weed. I smoke weed when I can't sleep or when I have a headache. I don't impulsively smoke it to have fun.
what problems with society concern you the most? I don't care much about society. But the things that I really notice is that the children of society are very ignorant. The anonymity of the internet gives them power. They all think that they are tough shit. Oh... And amreicans are getting stupider by the minute. what is the solution to the problem? Parents. And education.
is there something people don't know about you we should know? Not that I can think of right now. I'm a fucking geek... what else is there to know? what would you like to be remembered for? I'd like to be remembered as the caring loving individual that I really am.is there anything you'd like to say about you that I did'nt ask?
Not really. Love ya suzar the barbarian meth warrior. You help keep me sane.
I'm not keeping you sane! you look sane when you hang around crazy people! ha ha ha! *smiles*
thanks rancid! ......very nice *smoooch* you are delightful.
