I used to be a promising young soul. I was happy, intelligent, and refreshingly handsome. I have only vague memories of that time, though it was only a few short weeks ago. I don't even remember much of what happened in the interim - life was miserable, that's all I need to remember - but I do know that when TSi, or "consciousness," as I have come to know it, was restored, what was once the beautiful creature depicted in the first four photos below had been reduced to the abomination you see at bottom.
Would that I had turned the blade to my wrists rather than my hair! Better an attractive corpse than a butchered but still-writhing beast!!!