To add to the list of upsets in almost the past year.
My parents divorced last may. So it's almost been a year since he's left. He cheated on my mother with some hillbilly lady we call her bj. barbra jean like the lady on reba.. her name is sonja or something stupid like that. Anyways he's living with her. Not sure where. haven't seen him in a while. anyways. Then derek and I started having problems. ya know his "feelings".. Then we broke up 4-5 months after that. Now being friends with him is very dificult. And i'm pretty sure he's like "in love" with some other chick already. Which is pretty funny to me actually. and makes me extremely angry. Just because the reasons he gave me for the break up "i have music I need to focus on and I don't have those feelings anymore. I just don't want a relationship anymore" I was talking to him on the phone a week or so ago.. and we were talking about something stupid.. and then he called me this chicks name... and I was like uhmm... i'm jessica.. and that really kind of was like WTF...
hurt like a bitch.
On top of that. My car sucks and keeps doing stupid shit. like the night derek broke up with me the same night my sister went into the hospital. My iginition wouldn't turn. Now my car has been fine..
NOW.. my mother is in the hospital with phenmonia I think not sure how to spell that. And then she has this rash. She also has luppus(can't spell).. So.. they aren't sure if it's a allergic reaction to the new med. she started or not.
Then today.. I think the cv joint on my car busted. So now I have to get that fixed asap. because I have to drive myself to work all week.. and having my car in the condition it's in.. probably best not to drive it a lot. so I dropped it off at a shop around 9pm. so hopefully if I call it in the morning they will be able to work on it. but they looked pretty stocked on cars at the moment.
So.
That's my life in a bundle.
and I think my blood pressure is high or something.
My face gets crazy hot red when I get frustrated about something and it slightly burns.
wrote ... I was talking to him on the phone a week or so ago.. and we were talking about something stupid.. and then he called me this chicks name... and I was like uhmm... i'm jessica.. and that really kind of was like WTF...
hurt like a bitch.
.........least you weren't fucking him at the time...... THAT'D be when it hurt the most....
and, even better pain would be if he called out your mother's, and or sister's name...
(and I'm kinda surprised that Dave didn't say this shit first...)
me too. actually what just recently got fixed on my car was the right axel or whatever.
and they said something about my back breaks all need to be replaced drums and all. But I said no to that for 320 bucks. and then they said to tighten my belts for 20 bucks, Which I said no to as well.
Yea i'm not going to them anymore. the people at auto accents right next to wendy's said they'd do my back breaks.. labor would be 60 bucks and they need to get parts from auto zone.. is that a bad deal? like back breaks, drums and all that because it's completely bad.
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You're dad sounds like he's being a jerk, but he's you're dad. In time you'll get through this... it just takes time. Sometimes it takes it a *long* time.
Derek's a dick. He's a child. Fuck him.
You're (mother? I couldn't tell, it came out funny in the type) ... I'm really sorry to hear about her. I don't know anything about her. The rash could be part of her lupus, but if the doctor's think it's an allergic reaction, then it's probably not part of her condition. Lupus is a weird thing, that's part of the problem. If she's staring a new med and they think she's having a reaction they're probably taking her off of it and starting her on something else to see if the rash goes away. If not, then it's the lupus. Unfortunately, that's the best way to find out. I hope she feels better.
And your car. When it rains, it pours. I know all about this. Don't let them rip you off. Listen to everyone here before you pay for anything. It may be too late by the time you read this, but I know auto body shops love to grab hold of young women like yourself. I just had a big thing with Toyota. They let me drive out of there with 4 tires all with pressures between 18 and 23 after they supposedly checked them. After I called them screaming they talked to me like I was a moron. Don't fall for it.
today I found out some kid that was in my highschool class... Died! sunday morning at 3am... It was a hit an run right infront of the school we graduated from. I never talked to him before. He was kind of cute though. He was in my English class senior year. nuts I tell ya.. he was only 19 yrs old. It's so weird to think only two years after highschool and someone has already died.. Actually he was killed by some 37 yr old lady driving at 3am... They haven't said much else about it. Im not sure if the lady turned herself in or not. But it happened really close to where someone else had died a couple yrs ago by a motorcycle.
Also. Someone I work with, Their grandmother died last night as well.
