I did'nt know I was selling beer to a kid, but,if I carded them I would have.
it was one minute till close, and i was hyper focused on counting lotto tickets.
that makes me think I don't belong in the real world.
....I would have shot a child before i sold em booze.
it's more humaine.
both murder and addicting people to drugs are very very wrong.... ....I have VERY strong feelings about what i've done. and i feel I MUST be incompetent to go against something I know to be true, to my soul.
People who give children booze are a menice to society.
.......If i was'nt fuking INSANE. I would have been able to take my focus off counting. and put it on the age of the person buying beer.
so much beer is sold there.
but there's no excuse.
I feel beaten by my own self again.
This is why I think drug prevention is so important for kids...
...I have no esteem.
I deserve whatever they give me.
I am nothing more than a meth addict.
since I am not doing meth.. ...I'm not even good at that.
Oh lighten up and ignore him. With all you've been through (I've read up) you should have a much thicker skin. You really have to work hard to let someone who is mediocre at life in general get you down. Is it really worth the effort?