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Suzie
Fri Nov 02 2007, 07:48am Print
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I was arrested 2 weeks ago.

I had a headlight out..

I got pulled over...
......and there was a warrent for my arrest for not going to court.

(I never got a supeana for the ATF setting me up)

welp, my parents got me outta jail.

(I would kill myself, I feel so bad about them
paying all this shyt for me..except, it would'nt make em happy)

I got a supena at the door, form a cop yesterday.

november 6th at 2:00 I go to court.

I'm so scared....

....I feel like taking all my pills, or getting high.

I won't,
........... I'm just so afraid of "them".

..I think it's payback time for all the things I did in the past.

I AM NOT GUILTY of selling booze to children.

....this "child" had a beard.

I run a recovery board.

....I'd NEVER suggest adults drink beer, much less kids.

this is killing me...
.............the implications of it.

one minute till close.

....I did'nt check his ID

He LOOKED old enough.

however.
.......I DID do meth 20 years.

how I never got in trouble I'll never know.

anyway.

if I disappear after the 6th...

...Ill be in the stripy hole.
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MissH
Fri Nov 02 2007, 04:26pm
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Thrash
Fri Nov 02 2007, 04:53pm
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MissH
Fri Nov 02 2007, 05:28pm
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me ... Edited Fri Nov 02 2007, 05:28pm
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Thrash
Fri Nov 02 2007, 06:33pm
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Mosh
Fri Nov 02 2007, 10:25pm
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lovernios
Fri Nov 02 2007, 10:29pm
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oh fucking well

eat my karma
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Suzie
Sun Nov 04 2007, 12:17pm
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excuse me a moment..

lovern
.......How about some info someone can USE.
I KNOW you don't give a fuck.
..........and i don't give a fuck, you don't give a fuck.

so fuck the fuck off you stupid pig bastard prick.

.....you are NO FUN.


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Suzie
Sun Nov 04 2007, 12:29pm
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.... you gotta fuck with recovering addicts, to look important.

it's so fucking pathetic.

.......ok.

you are better than me.


you are more important, worthy of living and recieved by more decent homes than me.


......you feel better?

you RULE!

.......now, let me be a piece of shit.

and you go be king.


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Suzie
Sun Nov 04 2007, 12:33pm
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I am guilty tho.

...I'm not a good liar.

I did'nt know I was selling beer to a kid, but,if I carded
them I would have.

it was one minute till close, and i was hyper focused on
counting lotto tickets.

that makes me think I don't belong in the real world.

....I would have shot a child before i sold em booze.

it's more humaine.

both murder and addicting people to drugs are very very wrong....
....I have VERY strong feelings about what i've done.
and i feel I MUST be incompetent to go against something
I know to be true, to my soul.

People who give children booze are a menice to society.

.......If i was'nt fuking INSANE.
I would have been able to take my focus off counting.
and put it on the age of the person buying beer.

so much beer is sold there.

but there's no excuse.

I feel beaten by my own self again.


This is why I think drug prevention is so important for kids...

...I have no esteem.

I deserve whatever they give me.

I am nothing more than a meth addict.

since I am not doing meth..
...I'm not even good at that.



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Zoomie
Mon Nov 05 2007, 12:10am
Lose the shoes, bitch
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Oh lighten up and ignore him. With all you've been through (I've read up) you should have a much thicker skin. You really have to work hard to let someone who is mediocre at life in general get you down. Is it really worth the effort?
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Suzie
Mon Nov 05 2007, 02:33am
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Actually I do feel better today.


..........I'm not worried about lovernios at all.
I already did it as much as I could, and I'm finished.

...neither angry, nor elated.


I was just raising hell for fun,
......I actually appriciate the dickheads reply

so i could let some of it out.

LOL
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Suzie
Tue Nov 06 2007, 05:34am
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well it's court tomorrow.
...I got 20 letters from people all over the country
that were character witness,

and basically say:

I would'nt fucking sell
booze to a kid at gunpoint.

...it was a mistake.

so...
....I'm squirrelly as a motherfucker! LOL!

I'll be glad when it's over.
......I don't want this on my record.

I was thinking about counseling.
...like going to school for it.

it was one of the careers best suited for me
in the aptitude tests in that class I took.
Edited Tue Nov 06 2007, 05:38am
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MissH
Tue Nov 06 2007, 12:48pm
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suze wrote ...

excuse me a moment..

lovern
.......How about some info someone can USE.
I KNOW you don't give a fuck.
..........and i don't give a fuck, you don't give a fuck.

so fuck the fuck off you stupid pig bastard prick.

.....you are NO FUN.





Ignore him for long enough and he'll get bored.


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The Geek2
Tue Nov 06 2007, 04:10pm
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Good luck to you
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Suzie
Tue Nov 06 2007, 11:40pm
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.......You ain't gonna BELIVE this folks!


I went in with my letters and my lil speech ready.
.....and they said.

We know ALL of it.
....They showed me a folder with this KCI thread in it.

[Click, Dick]

He said careful what you say...

..I said, I'm not ashamed.

He said, I should'nt be, but just so I know.
..it happens.

they were "tipped off" by someone
.........about my website and KCI.

Relief washed over me, right there....
...it's like they saw my soul.

I KNEW they KNEW it's not what I do.

they've been reading that thread.

I got community service.
...not probation for 3 months or 40 hours.

it's not on my record.

......they did'nt prosecute me



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Thrash
Wed Nov 07 2007, 03:30am
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ROCK THE FUCK ON!


PS: Don't fuck up again!
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Suzie
Wed Nov 07 2007, 06:16am
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....you either pal!

LOL!
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Fri Nov 09 2007, 04:07am
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Thrash
Fri Nov 09 2007, 10:58pm
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... on a stick!
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