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*flutters lashes* Thanks, that is sweet and no...this had already begun before you arrived both here and on another board, TBB, one of our affiliates *points* where some of those picks still stand btw. :wink:
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"In E_A's LJ she" wrote ...
But to avoid any further rants on their part, I have posted what I really think in my next post which is friends only..and does it feel good to get it off my chest lol...Hope it makes you all smile And I have said nothing that isn't true....
3547f1268e="...and also" wrote ... After much deliberating....I have decided to make my journal friends only.
Yet you won't share it here for those involved to speak of and properly retort? That's just bad gaming skyllz, and definately looks like there's stuff to hide. At least when it's done on here people have the option to look at the views, weight them out, and those involved can retort and help the readers form their own opinions based on fact, folly, or, if nothing else, what appears to be with the text laid out in front of them. That is how objective opinions and proper "debating" is carried out.
But what do I know? I'm just saying how it looks to me.
"A few posts up in E_A's LJ she then" wrote ...
And the identity of my anonymous poster has been revealed despite her use of a proxy server...
It has merely made up Pat's mind that he will never again communicate with a certain redneck psycho school teacher (if he'd known she was so obssessed with him, he'd have got an early flight home, or done Sandy the dog as an alternative...)
Actually, I'm thinking more that if she knew that after about 3 weeks, she'd have been hitting on him hard when I went to work every day. heh ...
PS: Anonymous proxies are a dime a dozen; give ME the info and I'LL trace it back. This way we'll know it's accurate information, traced properly, and .... then we will also know we're not just pointing fingers at seemingly "random" people; ... it's just not polite.
"... one more time worth mentioning, where E-A" wrote ... What will babbling Brooke do now that her window into the life of the doc she lost is closed? Hound that poor bastard Dave even more I'll bet...Sorry mate!
It's cool, but I think I'll be ok ... Thanks for the concern though.
PPS: I know both my parents too, and they were married before my conception ... ... and up to about 15 years thereafter heh ...
Actually, I'm thinking more that if she knew that after about 3 weeks, she'd have been hitting on him hard when I went to work every day. heh ...
I don't know. If hitting on him would have made him leave early, I might have done it because he could get rather annoying at times with his splashing water all over the bathroom sink, burping all the time, slurping his food, ranting about how he wanted to have sex with all of my yearbook students, and commenting about how sexy Brina's legs were. At the same time, hitting on him would have been a sacrifice I might not have been able to live with. I might have had traumatic nighmares for the rest of my life just thinking about it. *shudders* yuck....
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"In E_A's LJ she" wrote ...
01. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Fell in love, slept with a drag queen, umm unspeakable things in The Wendyhouse, Infest, Dark City...
06. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? Peace of mind, sound judgement and self esteem.
08. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Realising that transient pleasure is meaningless. Giving up drugs. Being happy.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Drugs, casual encounters, bad choices, giving a shit what unimportant people think of me.
34. What kept you sane? Believing in myself. Work. The odd bong.
No I'm not having sex. Just found out Jake got the job. He moves in with me next Sun and begins work in Manc next mon...I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucking happy I can't get the grin off my face and stop dancing around. I have NEVER even felt half as much for anyone as I do for Jake...:D
Oct 12, 2004? I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. After all the liars, cheats and manipulators I've known in my life, I have finally found a truly honest and decent person, who feels the same way about me as I do about him, and I'm never going to let him go.
They have herbal ecstacy, herbal wizz, herbal hallucenogens but you cannot get anything approaching legal skunk according to the guy in Dr Hermans. Fuck!!!!!!!
The nerves have subsided and I know its only cos of the "near miss" I had this year with one of my exes who was an extremely violent and messed up person with a criminal record as long as your arm. I cannot believe how naive and gullible I was and I am eternally glad that I had the nouse to recognise him for the thug that he was and ditch him before he got me to let him move in. Im feel sorry for him but live in constant fear he'll carry out the threats of revenge he made when we split up. I know that Jake is nothing like him and I know that I had a very lucky escape. Panic over.
Spoke to Jake on Yahoo the other night. I thought things were going well and that we would be able to be friends...until he found out I'm seeing Pat. Then he got really abusive, typing things like "fuck you"...
I can see why I didn't want to be with him anymore...he's definitely lost it. If he doesn't get his own way he just gets violent and abusive; I can well do without that...Whilst I feel sorry for him, I'm not willing to put up with his abuse anymore so I've blocked him on my messengers.
Had to buy two new suits and a hand bag LMSO. My mate Abul pissed himself laughing when he saw me cos I looked so normal...and the kids at the school kept telling me I "talk posh" oh joy......We're talking total trailer park here.....;)
lol glad you liked my journal Arc...I'll explain why I left Jake once and for all. He hit me repeatedly and made me scared for my life. I had to write how much i loved him as he monitored my journal and who I spoke to. My true reasons for leaving him were explained to my LJ friends in friends only format as I did not want it for public consumption..but if you want to know....Now you will probably post that I deserve it and I would expect no more from you. I lacked self esteem as I was abused by most men I have ever been with, my father included. The drag queen made me feel safe...What of it? It did no one any harm. I have nothing to be ashamed of and nothing to hide.
Sharla...ooops Brooke ( that must be your cousin's mother's name ...they're probably the same person!) um what's wrong with a 19yr old wanting to fuck schoolgirls???? Your guy does.....and he's older...and wouldn't it be odd if Pat had gone out with a girl and not found her at all attractive..Where's the news in that? I'm a little bemused..Your point is??????????????
That was way before Pat knew me..why would that have any impact on our relationship now? I really don't get the point you are desperately trying to make Sharla.
I honestly don't think Arc will deride you for making shitty choices. I think her purpose in posting was to show that we all make mistakes, regardless of when or with whom or the degree of their severity. Whether it's drugs and drag queens or doing your dad, or losing your virginity much too young and being foolishly deceived for a while by a silly boy who spreads silly stories, we are by default imperfect. It's okay. I think we just want you to think about what's going on. There is no need for a big confession, personally I was just fine not knowing you did your dad, especially if he abused you. I'm sorry you've had to go through shit. You're not the only one, and you might be surprised to find there might even be a sympathetic ear or two for you if you could get over this superiority complex, because that's what you come across as having, intentional or not.
I have nothing to be ashamed of and nothing to hide.
Well don't have a journal where you speak of your sexual exploits and avid drug use and then try to claim Arcane is evil because she cybered or Meg is a slut because she had sex at the age of 15 is the point being made dumbass.
In your RETARDED response to me, even though I really wasn't speaking to you you point out my annoyance with Pat's commenting on wanting to fuck my students. It is rather odd that you point that out since there were many other things he did which annoyed me, and especially because I wasn't even talking to you. It is also interesting that you completely ignored Dave's post. I get it, the things you claim not to care about are the things you post about.
There you go speaking for others again. How do you know what Dave wants? You speak for yourself, Pat can speak for himself, and Dave can speak for himself. It is a process you should learn really. DO you write papers for your students as well?
You see since you brought it up, I'll tell you the details. Pat was designing my website or cover and saw pictures of my yearbook students. With each one he said, "I'd like to fuck her" or something to that regard. I told him to shutup because those were my students and I really didn't care to hear his perverted comments.
And the point I was trying to make to DAVE was it was things like this which annoyed me often and made me wish he wasn't staying for 3 months.
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Of course I wouldn't want anyone to stay with such a person, and as much as I would love to smack you, *kidding- sort of* I wouldn't wish that on anyone. My point is that you have plenty of "chav" activity in your own life, so you have no place to go around judging others or labeling them as low class. I could give a rat's ass how much Château Lafite someone may drink, you can bath in it, you are still the same person after all is said and done. Now you are apparently some sort of psychologist, so you do know what that means when someone goes around trying to spout off they are better than everyone else, or continually tries to "oversell"- they dislike themselves. This whole thing, again, is ashamed, because you and I could have been friends, reading your journal I see we have much in common, we like the same music, I never ran into anyone on the net who even knew who Placebo was, much less liked them. My only problem with you is this "I'm better than everyone else" thing, and also, your seemingly redundant thickness concerning the realization that Pat is lying to you, continually accusing people in this community of things that never happened or calling them liars when they are telling you the truth. We realize you are being misinformed, but by now....you should have realized this as well. Pat was depressed, lonely, desperate and is apparently so afraid to lose you that he feels he must cover up his past, I hope that it is nothing you are doing to make him so wary, and is instead, just his own low self esteem. You are older, you are his gf, step back and see some of this and try to help him be more confidant, perhaps you can help each other, I don't know.
wrote ... dr von evil (1:41:27 AM): dave ThrashInc (1:42:18 AM): sup,l pat? dr von evil (1:42:42 AM): I need to talk with you about something important ThrashInc (1:42:59 AM): ok, shoot dr von evil (1:44:02 AM): In photos Hayley's been attacking Dee again and threatening to post pics of her where she doesn't like the way she looks, this isn't right and has really upset her dr von evil (1:44:09 AM): What will you be doing about this? ThrashInc (1:44:50 AM): let me look, hayley's not even been around for about a week ... hang on dr von evil (1:44:58 AM): k ThrashInc (1:45:08 AM): which thread? dr von evil (1:45:14 AM): Hold on dr von evil (1:45:41 AM): While you're at it make me a mod in photos please, in case I have to remo0ve posts/ lock threads ThrashInc (1:45:55 AM): ok dr von evil (1:46:19 AM): You know which thread, you posted in it dr von evil (1:46:25 AM): Here (edited by me, Dave, for formatting of the thread tables) ThrashInc (1:46:49 AM): yeah, but i didn't catch hayley saying anything ... I'm looking now dr von evil (1:48:03 AM): I want that thread locked please dr von evil (1:50:48 AM): Are you going to lock it? ThrashInc (1:54:34 AM): hold on a sec, I'm reading every post dr von evil (1:55:43 AM): Nobody other than Dee has the right to use images of her, legal action will be taken if Hayley or anyone posts images of Dee other than myself or me dr von evil (1:56:11 AM): And her sister is a laywer in the US, so this needs taking very seriously dr von evil (1:56:39 AM): It is YOUR responsibility to ensure that no unautharised images are posted
Someone needs to say this, although I'm sure it won't get through to the person who really needs to get it.
It is quite interesting that you, Pat, think that Hayley saying she has pictures which she can show someone is reason to lock a thread or edit it. I find it extremely interesting that you should find a harmless comment such as this significant enough to say it is a matter of great importance. Lets see, Hayley says she will show someone pictures of Dee and the world ends as we know it. Yet you allow Dee to post personal detail after personal detail which you intimately shared with her about Arcane, Meg, Hayley, Dave, and myself. Furthermore, you let her report these details with fabrications and fallacies and do not correct them. So, you want your mod/admin powers back so you can be biased and edit things which Dee finds life altering, yet you don't see a wrong that she posts personal details about our lives which I'm sure none of us cared for her to post. Then you let her take those details, jumble them up, and throw them out in a way that is completely distorted. Remind me why you should be a mod again, since you only seem to care about the rules when they apply to you or your psychotic girlfriend. Then you demand apologies from us when we say things that hurt her feelings, but you don't ever demand her to apologize for the wrongdoing she brings to this board.
Last but certainly not least, you claim Hayley posting pictures which you sent to people on the internet is illegal and action will be taken, yet you forget so easily your past Dear spineless Pat.
Remember when you took pictures of Dave drunk in his SUV without his knowledge. I admit, it was funny at the time. Do you also remember when you posted those pictures which he didn't know about on the Bored Board for everyone to see because you wanted to embarrass a guy which you felt in constant competeition with.
Just thought I'd bring that up. Despite what you think, the rules apply to you too, asswipe.
*flutters lashes* Thanks, that is sweet and no...this had already begun before you arrived both here and on another board, TBB, one of our affiliates *points* where some of those picks still stand btw.
Why thank you. I shall go immediately to this TBB you speak of and look for them there.
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"Brooke" wrote ... Remember when you took pictures of Dave drunk in his SUV without his knowledge. I admit, it was funny at the time. Do you also remember when you posted those pictures which he didn't know about on the Bored Board for everyone to see because you wanted to embarrass a guy which you felt in constant competeition with.
Just thought I'd bring that up. Despite what you think, the rules apply to you too, asswipe.
And as I recall, he also pinned the thread, then made a big whining scene when someone unpinned.
98ab61c630 wrote ... dr von evil (1:41:27 AM): dave ThrashInc (1:42:18 AM): sup,l pat? dr von evil (1:42:42 AM): I need to talk with you about something important ThrashInc (1:42:59 AM): ok, shoot dr von evil (1:44:02 AM): In photos Hayley's been attacking Dee again and threatening to post pics of her where she doesn't like the way she looks, this isn't right and has really upset her dr von evil (1:44:09 AM): What will you be doing about this? ThrashInc (1:44:50 AM): let me look, hayley's not even been around for about a week ... hang on dr von evil (1:44:58 AM): k ThrashInc (1:45:08 AM): which thread? dr von evil (1:45:14 AM): Hold on dr von evil (1:45:41 AM): While you're at it make me a mod in photos please, in case I have to remo0ve posts/ lock threads ThrashInc (1:45:55 AM): ok dr von evil (1:46:19 AM): You know which thread, you posted in it dr von evil (1:46:25 AM): Here (edited by me, Dave, for formatting of the thread tables) ThrashInc (1:46:49 AM): yeah, but i didn't catch hayley saying anything ... I'm looking now dr von evil (1:48:03 AM): I want that thread locked please dr von evil (1:50:48 AM): Are you going to lock it? ThrashInc (1:54:34 AM): hold on a sec, I'm reading every post dr von evil (1:55:43 AM): Nobody other than Dee has the right to use images of her, legal action will be taken if Hayley or anyone posts images of Dee other than myself or me dr von evil (1:56:11 AM): And her sister is a laywer in the US, so this needs taking very seriously dr von evil (1:56:39 AM): It is YOUR responsibility to ensure that no unautharised images are posted
Someone needs to say this, although I'm sure it won't get through to the person who really needs to get it.
It is quite interesting that you, Pat, think that Hayley saying she has pictures which she can show someone is reason to lock a thread or edit it. I find it extremely interesting that you should find a harmless comment such as this significant enough to say it is a matter of great importance. Lets see, Hayley says she will show someone pictures of Dee and the world ends as we know it. Yet you allow Dee to post personal detail after personal detail which you intimately shared with her about Arcane, Meg, Hayley, Dave, and myself. Furthermore, you let her report these details with fabrications and fallacies and do not correct them. So, you want your mod/admin powers back so you can be biased and edit things which Dee finds life altering, yet you don't see a wrong that she posts personal details about our lives which I'm sure none of us cared for her to post. Then you let her take those details, jumble them up, and throw them out in a way that is completely distorted. Remind me why you should be a mod again, since you only seem to care about the rules when they apply to you or your psychotic girlfriend. Then you demand apologies from us when we say things that hurt her feelings, but you don't ever demand her to apologize for the wrongdoing she brings to this board.
Last but certainly not least, you claim Hayley posting pictures which you sent to people on the internet is illegal and action will be taken, yet you forget so easily your past Dear spineless Pat.
Remember when you took pictures of Dave drunk in his SUV without his knowledge. I admit, it was funny at the time. Do you also remember when you posted those pictures which he didn't know about on the Bored Board for everyone to see because you wanted to embarrass a guy which you felt in constant competeition with.
Just thought I'd bring that up. Despite what you think, the rules apply to you too, asswipe.
wrote ... Hayley's been attacking Dee
Dee and yourself pat have been attacking me since you and me (pat ) first met. People see it. Memebers of the boards could see that you and me HATED each other. I more then once told you to back off and I have 3 years worth of posts to prove it.. I think 3 years is enough times to tell you to shut up... to leave me alone.. and to back off before it kicks off. But not once did you. So yes it is your fault this all started.
Most of the people except Jenn and Rach I never got on with at first and the all flamed me. Then people gave me a chance and people got to know me and now I consider most people on here good friends even If I have never met any of them.
You hated it... you hated the fact that people where talking to me.. you NOW hate the fact that Dave made me a mod here.. I was one of the first mods. I asked dave. he said hell yeah! So here I am... but the one thing that REALLY REALLY pissed you off is the fact that I was made a mod at TBB.
You wont admit it. but you have had an attitude with me since then. An attitude to 1) Make me look dumb and stupid. 2) make people think I wasnt a good enough Mod 3)Try and turn people against me so that dave would ban me or something.
Again, you wont admit it but the arguments are all down to that one little fact. It just kicked off from there. You thought people would back you up. But they didn't... did they pat, and I bet you spent weeks thinking it over and over again.
You have no right talking about peoples relationships like you have. Nor do you have the right to tell others personal information about where I live or work.
Dee has no right in threating me with a fight. (Even though me and a few others would kill her) and has no right in PM'ing.
But you did.....
I think you have forgot I already posted the pictures Pat. At TBB....
Phone the police... go on... DO I LOOK I FUCKING CARE...
YOU have no clue where I live.. and YOU have no clue where I work.. The Uk is a big fucking place.... So come find me.
I have everything you and Dee have ever said to me.. If by any small chance I ever do get the police on my door step... I'll start my Pc up should I???
Fuck with me and I will fuck with you both. You both may THINK that you know me, you THINK that you know about everyones relationships...but you dont and you never will.
Step back and look at your own....
oh.. and by the way.. I never said I was going to send my dad to kill you. I just told him and showed him everything you said and he said ''Bring it on... This Pat guy.. how old is he?...He lays one finger on you.. you let me know.'' But yeah.. It was true what he said to Ian on AIM.. He beat the fuck out of a guy who tryed to follow me once.. Followed him to his flat and BOOM!
So fuck you.... fuck your lies... an fucking die.
Pat is it true you are on drugs now? and Dee is it true that you slept with a student?
Let us know man... we are dieing for a bit of gossip!
